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A letter

Everyone has a destiny, well I am no different.
I don't know where is it taking me
Am I on the right track?
I don't know either
Maybe things changed to start something new somewhere
Or maybe to start the old thing in a new way
Someone told me once
"How can you explain something which you don't understand by yourself"
Well ya , that's so true that how can I explain you something which I don't understand
It's hard to explain that ache inside that makes you sit somewhere and be lost in those times or those moments which you always want to cherish even though that person left you, well I am no different.
I don't know if I deserve you or not, I don't know anything, I don't even know do I deserve those words which stabbed me in every single way. I don't know maybe you are right that you deserve better than me.
But why am I still wearing the chain you gave me?
Why do I still think like "this fight will end soon just like the others"?
The questions seem really complicated even though the answers are too simple.
Don't you worry I won't make it hard for you at all

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