Scream

I am never so into someone , I never was drown into someone's thought , I was never so lost .
I was going through my diary where I wrote about those first butterflies I got when I used to have your thoughts .
I love you so much.
I remembered my friends teasing me with your name.
In those rendezvous why you be the only topic for my friends.
Was I so much into you .
And finally you happened to me.
I remembered you telling me that you love me and I was asking you again and again if you are really saying that you love me.
Things were great .
I started feeling that :
Yes, u are the one. You are the guy maybe I dreamt whom I met in a mysterious way.
I loved you with whatever I had. And you told me too that you love me.
But why now all those seems fake to me.... Once I used to think that I really made you fall for me.
But I was just a mirror to you at whom you were trying to find someone else. You always tried to find her reflection in that mirror which was unfortunately me.
Why couldn't you see me?
Was I invisible?
Why you didn't see my way of loving you?
I know it is over because I understood you never loved me
You just tried to find someone else in me.
I don't know when I will stop loving you and till when it gonna ache but at last I just wanna say :
I really love you. I am so sorry that my love never reached you. But I want your happiness. And I got what it is. So you are free now. Love her to the hardest sweetheart.

P.s.
I love you