Thoughts

Is my skin colour bothering you Are my words so hard That it feels like a knife through you Is it so hard to be empathetic Coz sitting here feels like I am a dreadful mess Whom you can't cherish Just coz my choices ain't same As defined by others Doesn't mean you make me So hard on myself I am trying so hard not to Fall for her But it's hard to stop drowning into her Coz she is a drug to me Her scent, her warm lips on mine I am driving wild without her presence Can you send her my love through this Coz I am afraid if I will be here Waiting for someone who is never meant to be mine Without her I am smelling death I know it's death coz I smelt it before When you blamed me to be myself And she is not any different than you I am not ashamed to have her as my Choice But I  am ashamed to be somebody else's choice