Thoughts

I couldn't stop talking to myself everyday coz i always appreciated a better understanding company.... well, it taught me to think more n understand me more and here is a conclusion.... my mind is a spider web with many intricate moods and thoughts n when i m bombarded wid all of dm.... i stop communicating and start talking to a better standered personality.... well dat would b me!!!!!

Today no poems....... Something I am feeling..... I don't know but I m feeling regrets...... Regrets speaking now...... Or I should say something is not cool.... Wat is dis feeling.... Idk..... May b just my thoughts...... But it making me feel low..... Words not speaking..... Silence seems better....

Who are we One with two eyes One nose Two ears and a mouth What so good or bad In that? Why people find love In someone beautiful And hatred In someone ugly Beauty is transient Find something permanent Don't let yesterday's bullshit Embarass oneself Trying to be someone else Will be Mr. Nobody Try to be just one People love that one Not those many Be YOU No need to be someone's mirror Then life would accept YOU And have bigger expectations from YOU

Lots of paths are there Some are full of lights Some are full of darkness Some have a lot of visitors Some finds hardly one There is a dilemma here Which one is the path That is waiting for us That will take us to our destiny Life gives choices Among those paths, It is always up to us To make the right choice Ever in life Regret comes to our mind To not choose the right one But things do change Regrets too When we realize That all paths were RIGHT All paths would have taken us to Our DESTINY Choosing the right path is difficult But making the path right is easier.....

When you are in darkness, I'll be your light. When you become thirsty, I be the Brooke. When you be the boat, I be the sailor. When you be the poem, I be the poet. You said everything is dark So unseen, scary, empty I said don't look Through that dark hole. You said "no light in my life" I said when light is around It is too bright that That you can't see it. But I am quite happy Coz now no more worries No more pain No more loathe No negativity. Now it seems like It is drowning us to Brime of heavenly taste.

I thought of something to carry But what? I think I have lost it somewhere Lemme search for it I think I lost it long back People ask me for being too careless But they are just being sarcastic Seeming me bold n carefree It's just unresistable for them that Even though I lost something I still am trying to wear An outfit of something unrealistic. I just laugh on their stupidity They didn't even try to find me But my outfit They took me for granted And I am such a nutcase That I try to find my Something from them. I know that I am being nostalgic Trying to find the lost ebullient smile From long back which is transient And is, was, and will be THE LOST forever........

It was confusing That that day brought grin or grief Noone was excited, Someone was frustrated. Noone was serious, Someone was furious. Noone was happy, Someone was haughty. Someone turned out to be selfish, Noone's silence seems foolish. Someone cheated, Noone accepted. Someone kept on lieing, Noone kept on believing. Someone forgot everyone's existence, Noone remembered everything that ever existed. And a day came , Things changed Someone felt ashamed of himself But noone was there to calm themself. ALAS!!!! And noone understood her ability When someone left for eternity........

                                  Rolling without any friction Was kinda my destiny And there's something I felt A FRICTION  !!! 😧 No perfect name Something who Melted me Hey! I could hear something Oh that's heartbeat I liked to hear its existence There's something new on my face A ray..... Means  light? It lighted me up .... I called it smile :) This feels good I think I am in love with this feeling Something UNFELT before